My name is Abigail, but most people just call me "Abi", and I'm 20 year old girl who lives in Southern California with my in-your-face mother and ghost of a father. I currently am doing nothing with my life, I'm not a college student & I can't hold a job to save my life. I suffer from Avoidant Personality Disorder which makes it hard for me to make friends, basically the only people who are really in life are my parents and my boyfriend. Yes, I do currently have a boyfriend. He's not like the others, he's a good guy with a heart of gold, but it's very difficult not to push him away sometimes. I'm so afraid of getting hurt and sometimes I think I might sabotage my life on purpose just so that I don't experience any happiness. It's as if in some sick way I enjoy pain.
Most of the personal stuff about me above has nothing to do with this blog. I've started it for inspiration for weight loss. I'll be posting pictures of clothes I hope to someday wear, and people I hope to someday look like. I hope to do this all the healthy way, but I do consider Anorexia often. I just happen to love food and don't think I have the will power to give it up altogether. I'll be working out, eating smaller portions and keeping my eyes on the prize. My boyfriend is also hoping to lose a little weight and hopefully together we'll be able to reach our goals of being thin and comfortable in our own skin. Wish me luck.
Height: 6"0
Current Weight: 186 lbs
Goal Weight: 160 lbs
26 POUNDS TO GO
